"I Don't Even Know."

My catchphrase.

This has been my answer to so many questions recently.

"Bisola, what do you want to eat?" I don't even know.

"Bisi, when are you resuming?" I don't even know.

"Bisi, why are you so down?" I don't even know.

"Bisi, when are you going to publish your newsletter?" I don't even know yet.

I have procrastinated writing this newsletter for so long, and now I have run out of excuses. Right now, I'm thinking I should write now. So I'm writing this, even though I'm confused, and a voice in my head tells me I'm going to suck at this. 

Despite my confusion, and doubts, it's still a win that I have started. I think I have been wired to expect the worst from situations, and people. This is so that when the worst happens I would not be disappointed. But I'm willing to change that. I'm willing to hope that this works out well.

So basically, I want this newsletter to be an avenue to share. I like to think I'm a very generous person. So I would be sharing my chaotic thoughts, my experiences, helpful tips, books recommendations, music recommendations, and relationship tips (when it gets down to it). I would also vent (definitely). 

I'm so excited that I'm finally getting around to writing this. So stick around to find out what I have for you. I don't even know (there goes that phrase again) but I will try to keep it authentic. TilI I write to you again, byee.